After 4 days at prep camp, I’m finally back at home =)

Many things happened there; happy things; sad and upsetting things; tiring things; things that touches a person’s heart. Seriously, many things that I thought would never happen all happened in a mere four days.

We had a heart-to-heart session on the first night. It really touched my heart, especially some of the things that were said, it was part of how I felt and I never knew some people feel the same way too. I tried to voice what how I really felt as well, but sometimes words failed us, I tried anyway although it was hard to control the emotions since most people already had tears filled eyes.

I spoke word I thought I would bury deep in my heart.

I yelled with the others as thought there was no tomorrow.

I stayed up till 6am for the night walk (if only the GLs showed more reaction…)

I sacrificed personal hygiene and didn’t bathe for two days and two nights.

I cried twice, which for me should be an accomplishment after so long of controlling my emotions. And for all those who cried as well, for the sake of our tears, I hope the real camp will be a blast for all of us and for the dumb freshies as well.

I had to wake up early today, no matter how tired I was and went to the hospital for my tilt table test results. Turns out my “fainting spells” were due to “sensitive nerves”, there was a proper name for this symptom but I couldn’t manage to catch it =S

Anyway, for anyone who cares to know – it’s nothing serious unless it happened more than one time per month and until now it only happened around 4 times over 6 years for me.