Hmm, because of the novels I bought (yea I alr bought the rest the next day after I bought the first book. why? my mother want to change away the magazine she bought and made me go back to do it for her)

Anyway, to read them I've been hole-ing up in a certain corner of my hse far away from the computer. Adding to the fact that it's now hols it made me feel as if the gap between me and my fellow classmates/friends grew a little wider.

And I'm now waiting unpatiently for the next book.

"The Legend of Sun Knight" (crappy english title I know, the chinese one sounds better); anyway, this book is a brilliant book.

It's a novel. Coincidentally I found the e-book version of it a few days before. But somehow whenever I feel like reading it I was interrupted and end up not reading it. Then amazingly I got the chance to go Bugi today (read: Kino) and they amazingly had more novels on display than usual (a few, like "shounen onmyouji" i'd only seen at the Takashimaya branch before)

So I spotted this novel and decided to buy it, since I find the whole thing rather "fateful". There're four books so far but I only bought one - since I'm not sure how nice it is + it is quite ex + my kino card had expired earlier this month.

Now I regret.

This book is really funny in my opinion. Normally, a lot of stuffs other people find funny I would not. But the humour of this series was the kind of humour that fits me.

And although I know exactly where to read the rest of it online I rather have the book itself. Easier to read. Can keep. Physical. Plus if I've read it, I'll probably not buy it and I really want to collect this series.

Well, if I'm lucky, maybe I'd be able to sneak to Bugis in...2-3 week's time (next week my father going oversea again so leaving the house for long amt of time is impossible...)

And there's the problem of my financial condition as well.

But anyway, thank to this novel and its humour, my mood is currently better than it had been for the past month.

I got a talk about me not moving enough (meaning that all I do is sit around in the hse all day, which I object because of all the hse work), not going out often enough (and I object again because I go out everyday to get my own meals), being too anti-social and it will eventually become a hole that I will not be able to jump out from.

Well, about the last point. I will agree that I am not the most social person around (especially when there are a lot of strangers) but the degree of socialness that is expected from me is impossible.

Firstly, to greet the whole with a smile.

Omg, that's almost like...asking for trouble. If you're going to smile at each and every stranger, what are the odds of them being a lunatic or dangerous people who will think that your smile means something? Very big odds, seeing that my neighbourhood seem to have lots of those kind of people.

Secondly, to keep on arranging plans with my friends and going out to a day filled with fun activities.

Ok, that sound almost nice here, except that it's not really. 1)Where do I find so many friends that will be free on so many days? 2)Where do I get the $ for all these outings? Maybe these 2 factors are not a problem for some, but they are for me.

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Anyway...feel like watching a movie...in the theatre

But no, I'm stuck at home. With a mother who calls me every five minutes for stuffs. I know it's not purposely, but I wish it was at least every ten minutes

It seems like I'm always doing stupid things...

Somewhere in Singapore today, I think a taxi driver is cursing me

My father came from from Macau and got me a new bag like I've been requesting for, for like, forever. The design is a bit...errr...but overall it makes me happy. Why? Because I finally can change bag after one year+

Today has become a day in which I probably won't forget.

Someone had just left me. Someone who had been with me for almost ten years, that's like half of my life so far. Someone that I thought probably won't leave me for years to come. (I say someone because it sound more fitting)

Rest in peace, my dear terrapin.

Friday the 13th!

Nice day, except that I'm stuck at home being maid for my mother. Not to mention the fact that it's raining eavily and she whine none stop "Hungry~" okay, so her hungry is more impportant than the fact that i will get soak.

Anyway, KAT-TUN new Singles Rescue came out 2 days ago, hope HMV will get them this time too, cuz I'm considering buying this one, a very nice song. But the Limited Edition with DVD is probably non-existence already, and it's the version that I always wanted lol.

okays...been some time since i blog (again)

Some small recaps:

Tuesday (3/3/09) Went jogging at ECP but it started raining heavily after 15 minutes and the next 90 minutes was spent sitting in a shelter and forced to watch a malay couple argue/fight at the opposite bench (the same shelter)

Wednesday (4/3/09) Can't rmb, probably rotting at home watching Kamen Rider Faiz

Thursday (5/3/09) - Sunday (8/3/09) More than half my days spent at Tan Tock Seng Hospital, leaving house in morning and going home to slp around 9/10pm

Monday (9/3/09) Started work.

And although now is tuesday, it's more like monday night since i haven slp yet. Anyway, my mood haven been pretty since a few hours ago for some reason or another. I think i need a break, soon. A break that can let me have some peace and quiet, not having to care what's happening out there.

Sometimes, I think, if I can not care about what the rest of the world thinks I'll be living a happier life. I cant even be happily unhappy because I tend to think it's not fair if i just blew up on someone. I know I'll probably enjoy doing that had I been able to.

Will just vent using my keyboard then.

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Went to the dentist again today. But is just to collect something. And it's a waste of my time and money - a wasted trip because the thing I'm collecting ended up turning out not quite right so the people are gonna remake it and now I have to go back there AGAIN this friday...

Then after that needa go school for a briefing about the gradshow. Nothing interesting happened.

Left at around 4pm, alone, because there's no one to accompany me ):

Watched Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae after I came home :D I downloaded most of them yesterday. It's the third season and it's been out for quite a while but I've decided to wait for the series to end before starting to watch. Well, it haven't exactly end yet but almost. I think this series is aiming to be more grosteque comparing to the previous 2 series lol.

Anyway, it totally renewed my love for Ichimoku Ren~ ^.^

Woot, my previous post was my 150th post without me realizing until now. Probably cause I posted in a hurry. Anyway, to make up for that short 150th post, I'll make this post a little longer than normal to compensate.

Right. Went out in the end with Jac and gang. But I need to make something clear first lol

Jac made everyone to come pester me about it, though me, unlike how easily Jac is persuaded, was not easily talked into going. Sabrina came close by telling me she'll catch a movie with me while the rest enjoy their KBox trip. Since I really want to watch a movie and really don't like singing.

Anyway I told her if she was able to wake me up I'll go. I won lol.

Then after half an hour past the meeting time, someone else called and said that KBox is cancel because of some reason or another. THEN, I made my way down (:

Anyway we watched "Marley and Me" which was a really nice movie, love the dog XD

Okays, that was what happened yesterday.

Moving on to today...which kind of sucks?

I was prepared for a whole day of slacking at home. But noooo, we're going out to eat dinner (we as in my fellow filming group members for the past year) and celebrate (or something) at Seoul Garden (with us treating the actors).

I shudder at the thought of the amount after Rix calculated everything and we're supposed to pay him back. I'm poor enough as it is alr...

Anyway, after the thought of needing to go out at evening I am quite sian. Then my father suddenly call and ask if I want to go NATAS fair at Singapore Expo. Well, it sounded interesting enough so I said yes.

And of course, the best part was the storm that started when I was about to leave the house. And I was utterly splashed by the rain water that was reflected from the ground...! The rain was that heavy, yea. And it stopped 5 minutes after I got on the car. Zzz.

There was a huge crowd there, as expected. But the queue to buy the entrance ticket was freaking long so we gave up in the end lol.

My father then fetched me to orchard where we were suppose to meet for dinner but it was still early... So I wandered aimlessly around by myself for 45 minutes.

Wasn't even hungry...

Walked from Takashimaya to Douby Ghout Mrt with Le En after dinner to digest and took bus home. It was so dark outside I didnt even notice it was my stop ==" Lucky for me someone pressed the bell and I noticed that the bus stop look strangely familiar after the door open...