Feel so dumb that two people together never discover that the expiry date was yesterday not today

For what did I got up at 8am for, after getting up at 7am ytd, and going to get up at 6am tmr T.T sobs

Two lessons of yoga in a row = half my life gone lol

And its amazing how the lady at the counter just simply knew I went for 2 lessons instead of one... I mean, I just walk in, take locker key, and walk out, give back locker key.

Anyways, for as much as my arms and legs ache, it doesn't feel like I'm loosing much weight at all T.T

Must Diet.

Good Friday :D

Holiday ^.^

But it feels like any other day V.V

Okay... I slacked at home, slept for 12 hours and do basically nothing when my project is still waiting for me to complete it, and with exams looming overhead telling me to study.

Damn...

Need to start the engine soon or might end up a tragedy next sem again T.T

Oh yea, watched Saint Seiya The Lost Canvas AGAIN too (urghhhhhhhhh I know I shouldn't but I really really wanted to, and if I don't satisfy my urge to watch it I can't do anything else without thinking about it all the time.)

But it's like my 5th time watching it. Though, I did pick only the episodes where my favorite character Alone

*(Aaron? Alone is how it sound when his name is pronounced in Japanese, but as we all know, Japanese pronunciation of English name mangles it up totally)

appeared in to watch, and that's like 4/5 almost-full episodes and about 3 other where he only appeared for about 1 minute.

So I suppose it could be worse? (Like my fixation on Gundam Seed and Destiny during my poly days, consisting of 50 episodes EACH and about 75% full of Kira)

And The Lost Canvas is sooooo good too, compare to its original series (I'm biased yes) with its amazing art (the original too old school for me) and with (in my opinion) the best characters that are not the main.

For example, Alone. He makes the best Hades EVER, and even though I did not really watch/read the original series, (I was quite tempted to once when I had nothing to do, and was bursting with curiosity of truly getting an understanding of Saint Seiya's background info, though it died 1 minute into the opening song when the art put me off again) I went and watched the youtube clips of the part where Hades appeared in the original series.

I mean, Alone is soooo amazing to be able to take control and suppress Hades (all by himself), while pretending to be Hades and is able to pass off as him while having almost full control over Hades' power to use it as if its his own, as a human (and one-upped a deity).

He looks the most regal as well :P

He was so sweet as himself before the Hades thing, and the way that he truly loves all the humans and wants to save them (albeit in the so-call 'wrong' way) proves that he's really selfless and pure too.

(On the other hand, I don't really see how Shun is pure, except maybe in his friendship to the main characters and the loyalty to Athena?? Which, btw, in my opinion, he can't beat the main character in, because the main character will always be the 'most' loyal as its the rule lol)

Even one of the Gold Saint (top fighter for Athena) commented that Alone's love for humanity is immense and deep.

He truly belief that he's doing the right thing, (his intention is right, in any case) but its mainly due to him being brainwashed into thinking that death is salvation (well, it was slightly justified in the series such that it was not totally wrong, but, you know the rule how the main character's way of doing things is the correct one, and anyone else who is doing it differently is wrong, cuz, you know, main characters CAN'T be wrong?)

And of course, KAGAHO.

How can someone be so sexy (voice, looks, personality everything) XD

Many people commented that he's the previous incarnation of Ikki, one of the main characters in the original Saint Seiya (but the original one's drawing sucks, so that guy look ugly and can't compare to my Kagaho) and I admit from what I read about Ikki in Wikipedia, they do sound similar enough.

Except Kagaho is wayyyyy cooler, being a Specter instead of a Saint, which means he could do as he please without truly giving a heck about the rules and regulation one has to have when they are the 'good guys'. He's more free and wild, in any rate :P (I mean, no matter how rogue as a Saint, he needa listen to Athena and abide to the basic 'save the world, save the innocent bystander, and no killing' rules)

His loyalty to Alone (and not Hades) and the fact that he knew it was Alone all the while and not really Hades (which should by right be his true master) but don't give a heck anyway is cool too ~ 8D

Alone + Kagaho, what else can I ask for???! (coughHypnoscoughThanatoscough)

Oh, and I guess that the main character is not as dumb/stubborn/useless in the beginning as all main characters tend to be helps too.

Although it is a bit annoying how he keep saying he want to punch Alone back into his sense when he is talking to the real Hades (and therefore no amount of punching would bring Alone back into his senses seeing that its not him at all) without getting it into his head that its not Alone he is talking to despite being told several times by Hades himself.

His name is more suiting too hahaha. Tenma, literally Pegasus and being the Pegasus Saint.

Cait Sith Cheshire is cute too (: although he only appear like a few minutes/a few pages worth in the entire series, I love how he isn't aggressive at all and can even travel together with Athena lol

Mephistopheles Youma is an amazing character too, and extremely cool, being the main character's dad, an antagonist, and the real mastermind behind the entire series all at the same time.

Giving out surveys in school is harder than it seems ):

We always seem to tio ppl asking us to do, and the one time we decide to print and give ppl do is met with hardship... Or maybe its only me who met with hardship??!

The others seemed to complete their portion fast enough, and they got ppl to do for them when asked. Then the groups I went to all rejected me. When it got to like the 5th time I feel dejected enough to die (ok not really, but very disheartened)

Why all reject me... ):

Issit I look too unfriendly or something zzz

Or too ugly...

Or too fat...

Have I ever mentioned how I despised inconsiderate people on the bus who deem it okay to watch their shows on their tablet without ear piece plugged in?

Especially when the shows they are watching consist of yelling, shouting, screaming, lots of things blowing up, and they themselves being partially deaf and turning the volume to the loudest.

Hallo. You manage to get yourself a tablet, I hardly doubt that you can't afford a ear piece.

And if you forgot to bring it, then its your own business, don't make it everyone's on the bus.

Its noise pollution, that's what it is.

S****

I tend to oversleep when its morning lesson.

Ideally I should be awake at 6 and out the house by 7.

I woke up seeing the bright daylight outside my window.

What to do when overslept?

Keep calm and sleep on 8)

Then make my way out of the house at 7.30 but somehow reach school right on the dot at 8.30am anyway

Bought some pocky to be tmr's snack.

They were gone within the hour as today's dinner.

Anti aging yoga, probably took a few year out of my life...

"You're so bright, like a diamond." Says the shop owner to Jac.

Lolololol afhfgtvsdj wahahahaha!!

This is gold!

Remember the time when we were young and had lots of food we hate but had to eat? The parents would forced it down on us saying its not that bad, and you will eventually love it.

I remember scoffing at them, and declaring that I would despise those food for all eternity.

Most of what I use to hate, I'm eating them with no problem, willingly and on my own.

And I remember, how I would only eat chocolate pocky and condemned the strawberry flavoured one.

This morning, when I was choosing flavour, I had this thought of how chocolate flavoured pocky would be too sweet, too heaty.

I bought the strawberry one and it became my new fav.

And it was then I feel like scoffing at myself.

When I look at a person, I tend to look at hairstyles, face, earrings etc etc.

Not teeth.

I didn't think have that straight a set of teeth matters a lot. Or whether if it was sparkling white.

Well, not before today I didn't, at least.

I was eating dinner (alone, sobs) near my house area on my way home. And I noticed this couple of old lady and younger guy discussing some business or something sitting not far in front. The guy is promoting some stuffs and trying to convince her to buy/invest I guess?

Anyway, the guy's appearance was ok, in his late twenties I'm guessing? Dressed in smart casual, with nice hair. (I'll say about 6.5/10 if I have to rate) Overall he was decent looking (They are right ahead of me and talking loudly so I can't not see them), until he open his mouth and talk (and he did a lot of that).

His teeth is horrible, no, more like horrendous. Even from the distance I was at, it was clearly brown (?!) and super crooked, in and out and in and out, the entire line of visible teeth was like that.

It was so bad I almost lost my appetite. I didn't know such bad teeth was possible in existence.

Terrible isn't enough to describe it. Traumatized was not enough to portray my feelings.

Urgh.

I think from now onwards I might be judging people from their teeth on top of everything else too.

I have discover this scent that I really like! Urghhh. But I can't just go up to the person and ask: hey what scent u using? I like your smell. Cuz this would sound wayyy too creepy = ="

Pffffft. When I'm under stress and pressed for time to either complete a project or study for tests, I have these horrible urges to rewatch certain anime for some unknown reason...

This time its Hell Girl all three season along with Kenichi the Mightest Disciple.

OMGGGG

I really have no time for this $%^$@#$;@#$"#$%^$@#$;@#$

Oh btw, Ichimoku Ren from HG is damn hot, and the pet mouse in KMD is frigging cute.



URGHHHHHH

I need someone to slap me awake and bring me back into reality.

OH and have I mention that when I need to type reports I usually end up typing fanfiction of mine that had been untouched for years? My inspiration for those ideas usually dry up quite fast after a few hundred words into typing it and realizing that the whole story is gonna be super long and no way in this lifetime would I be able to complete the story.

YET when I'm SUPPOSE to type a report my inspiration comes back and haunts me until I type them out and this time it was a whooping 3k+ words chapter.

I need a report...not a ff...

Oh btw, my new ff is Naruto fandom featuring Kakashi and Obito (I mean, the last couple of months gave me new ideas for these 2) and perhaps I will post it on ff.net soon....

Ok Can someone shoot me as well? Like, asap.

I have a deep grudge.

When will subs be available for TMGS3????!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been 2 years! The premium version is out already (it's another game with add-on for this game)! I want to understand what my bishies are telling me when I try to woo them!

Tokimeki Memorial Girl Side Story 3 is like so far the best, but its also the one without subs urghhh.

I mean, in TMGS1 the main character is ok, the teacher is hot, one of the hidden character is cute, the rest I'm not interested.

In TMGS2, the main character is kind of interesting, the teacher is hot, the music guy is cool, but the rest I'm not interested in.

NOW, in TMGS3, things get interesting with a new gameplay of three-ppl dating, and the 2 main characters are hot, the junior is hot, the studious guy is good looking enough, the piano guy is hot and 3 out of the 4 hidden characters are simply lovable. (ironically the teacher here is damn annoying and the last of the hidden character). Not only that, the hot teacher from TMGS1 makes an appearance and he got even more good looking, but undate-able...

But the thing is, I CANT understand what they are saying.

I still play anyway, but do you know how hard is it trying to play a game in foreign language? Especially a game that is focus on talking and reading a lot? All I can do is follow the faq guide right down to every point, and just watch the guys dressed in different clothes and (maybe) blush (without knowing why they blush I must add) and listening to gibberish.

On a side note, the elder brother of the main character's seiyuu is the one who did Grimmjow/Atobe and a couple other characters I love from less well known series, and his voice is soo soooo soooooo asfrthedfdsghrgasdf unbelievably amazing. Is it possible to be in love with a voice?

Still in school chionging EP proj ):

So tiring... So sian... Been in school since 10am ):

Wanna watch the One Piece movie so badly...if I don't go now I'll have to wait another 6 months before the dvd come out in Japan, and another extra month or so for the subs... But with 2 proj not yet finished and 4 exams looming in the near future, AND no one around me who's interested, it seemed like I have no fate with this movie........

RIP my terapin.

It's the 4th year anniversary of your passing already... Hope that you are well wherever you are..some animal spiritual haven or something...

OMG

RIP my pillow!!!!

Imagine my horror, going to bed like any other night, reaching out for my pillow, and discovered it to be replaced by another!!!!!!! And I wasn't informed about it in any way at all.

Only when I chiong out to question my mom where my dear beloved pillow went, did I get the cold-hearted and absolutely horrifying answer of: throw away already

OMGWTHWTF

How can she do that can?!!

I think blogging is like a habit, and apparently one that I got out of and never back in after being lazy :P

Like, oh, I wanna blog, but so lazy, maybe later. And later, and later and never @.@

Well, what brings me back? Saw a blog post someone wrote when I was browsing some stuff. And I thought, wow, there are still people who blog so nicely (long post, great pic, plenty of readers commenting) and suddenly I remembered my blog, which is mostly dead.

Really, it's been another half a year since my last post (and another half year in between the previous one as well) I don't really see the purpose of blogging anymore. It's not like anyone visit this blog anymore...right???

Haha. I mean, after such a long time of inactivity it's hardly likely anyone would visit it. It's like during this period of no-blogging for me I didn't visit anyone's blog as well.

And now that I took a look at my blog again and try visiting others, its like they are all either gone or locked =.= guess blogging not in fashion anymore?

Oh well, I am quite anti-social I guess, so no surprise no one added me to their closed blog or alert me when they changed address. (Yes, this is a hint, please invite me to your closed blog guys if you're seeing this: silentshadowsama@gmail.com lolol)