Everyone hates me. And I sometimes hate myself too...

It's so hot that I wanna die... Damn weather...

The weather kills. Seriously. N if it doesnt kill me soon, I think I'm about to be driven crazy anyway.

It's so stuffy, heaty and hot and sweaty even in the house. Walking outside under the sun is even worse.

I hate bathing normally, but in this weather I bathe 3 times a day. And still sweaty in an hour. Grr. I swear it's so hot that I might kill something soon.

Anyway, went for my car basic theory test today. And PASSED. Yay. All thanks to the trial test I did in advance.

Love Kame's new solo "1582"

Heard it about 2 days ago, even though it was only suppose to be reveal when he perform it during their concert in May/when the new album comes out, but i guess someone leaked it and I wont be surprise to know that most Kame fan (like me) heard it already lol

Jin's "Care-Album version" is nice too (it's already a nice song just that it's nicer for the ears without the screams from live performance)

Cant wait for their performance. But if the concert is in May, who knows when the DVD for it would come out T.T

Anyway... Stuffs are still happening, I'm still running all over the place, I still feel pretty isolated alone at home...but then again, heck ppl's opinion. My new aim will be having thicker skin. lol

Went TTS hospital with my mother today. Waited quite a while so when its time to leave, its already quite late and we decide to buy dinner back from there. I bought subway. And it's the first time a person irked me this much.

Firstly, the way the bread was cut sucks. Then I ordred tuna, normally I see two scoop, today, I saw a measly one scoop and that woman trying hard to spread it enough to fill the bread. And don't get me start on the veggies. I swear, I can count the number of slice of lettuce she give me. And the tomato and cucumber only 2 slice each place on each end of the bread.

OMG, and the sauce, one line that doesnt even start and end on each end of the bread, more like in the middle area a thin line.

This freaking woman really piss me off with the way she do things. In all the times I bought subway, NEVER have I ONCE encounter such stingyness

I think I'm about to be driven crazy...by myself.

I'm driving myself crazy because I think too much. I just wish I can stop thinking so much and give some of the energy I spent on thinking and have some action instead...

I've been stuck at home for almost the whole hol, it's almost like being cut away from the outside world and from people. In a case where I don't know what's actually happening out there, I can only think about what might be happening out there. And the result of thinking too much is that I got this urgh to smash things.

I think I envy those people who can skip "thinking" and goes to "assuming". At least they would live happier?