There's this saying which says that we dream of what we think in the day.

Which I suppose is true in a sense, though not always.

When I'm particularly engrossed with certain series that I'm watching/reading at that particular period of time, or some time after, there's this possibly of me dreaming about characters, scenes and places from within. (But so far only happened like 3 times)

Then. Yesterday I had this dream where I went on some adventure (which I can no longer remember btw) with this character I'm pretty neutral about from this series, and because of that now this character has become one of my fav!

Wonder if its the dream's influence? Or reality's influence (just that I didn't realize about it myself earlier) since my dream is influence by the reality anyway?

FML

Of course 3 days after I bought the exact same thing at the original price it goes on offer

Old laptop gg in the middle of the night ytd...

20/08/2013 RIP Laptop...

Assignments due soon how? Buy....

Chiong down nearest store this morning and ask sales person recommend one.

Hi, HP laptop

But kind of dunno should trust their recommendation or not... Sian... Like not the best choice for this price range n could have gotten something more worth my $$ if I had the time to do some research (freaking heavy too, I tried lifting the display set at the store n it was ok, only when I got home did I realize display set was without battery!)

Money goess byebye too

Some time ago, I had a dream
Why had I wait till now to talk about it? Well, that's cuz I dun remember my dream content except that it was a really sad dream.

Because I was crying the whole time. And I couldn't stop until I woke up (for real), and forgot about what it was about.

As for the "for real" part, you know how some times you drift between sleeping and waking (especially when it was time for school but you just can't wake up except opening your eyes a little but your eyelids aren't working properly)

Yea, I was drifting between sleeping and waking for a few times, and for the moments when I was 'waking' I could still remember my dream, and my tears were still streaming out without stopping, and all I could think of was, I need to write it down so I don't forget this. Because I was really sad and really didn't want to forget about it, was determined to remember it. And then I drift back to sleep where the...'plot' (for lack of better word) carry on, and it was really really heart breaking for me.

It repeated a few times, during which in my moments of being 'here' on my bed, I was quite determined to write down before I forgot about it (because I just know I will) yet I simply couldn't. Because I couldn't quite wake up enough to do anything beside opening my eyes a little.

And when finally I was able to truly win the struggle to get up, my tears had stopped, and I was in a rather melancholy mood, and knew I really didn't want to forget whatever it is that had me tearing up for so long (it would probably make a really good story plot) but everything had already slipped from my memory except a few bits and pieces.

And when I try to recall, even those bits and pieces escape my mind, until all I have left was the memory of having a sad dream where I couldn't stop crying over whilst having it, and that I didn't want to forget about it (which was not possible after all).

It sort of bother me even until now. Cuz I really wanted to remember what made me that sad.

Labels: dream

I just really really hate it when I get put into a situation which I hate but can't do anything about BUT know that I could have if I do something earlier

Its like I have only myself to blame

But how would I have known that it would turn out this way? Sure there's a possibility, n a high chance of things turning out not in my favor. But there's bad, and there's horrid and this time its just plain BAD & HORRID

N for all that 'its life, u can't have everything u want' thing, I'm not even daydreaming abt perfect miracles. Just that its totally 0 out of 10 times that I get what I want, 4 out of 10 that its borderline and 5 out of 10 times things go the wrong way and the 1 in 10 chance things ends in disaster (like my fyp). Life's not fair, there's 'not fair', 'unfair' and then there's this: right down biased. URGH.

I'm not the friendliest person ard I know. But I'm absolutely sure I've done nth to expect hostility u know zzz

Plus my grades are on the line here *£#*+%-£%%¥€<÷