Went for NDP combine rehearsal today... Suppose to meet other people at 11, but they only turned up near 12... Sometimes I wonder if I really should start copying others and not turn up for events early ==" It always end up with me sitting there and day-dream for quite long

Was a tiring day, went around carrying some camera and equipment, but it was quite interesting also I guess. Managed to see the whole Liverpool team as well as the NDP hosts up close (not that close but close enough to see their face lol) Besides that, also stayed to watch part of the performances this time.

All I have to say is that, those performers are really great lol. Especially all the marching parade. When I see them up close (since I was not up on on the audience seats but on ground level) its like they're trained to such extremes that their hands and feets seem to be raised at some particular angle at the same time ==" (robots, anyone? haha)

Well, as interesting as it sound, it's actually Not. Because of what comes after...

I'm totally not looking forward to choosing suitable footages out of hundreds of them and then editing them together to the point that it can cause hair to stand.

Besides, there's still FYP on top of this. Hmmmmm

Finally, the long awaited update...

Well, actually I did not not update for no reason. There simply isn't anything much to update about recently...

Life's been pretty...not dull, but not exciting either, it's just moving on normally.

There're still stuffs that need handling that I'm not quite sure how to handle; there're still people that need communicating with that I'm not quite sure which way is the best to use...

Also been feeling kind of restless, what's with my future still so uncertained. I mean, someone ask in class today "Where do you see yourself in 2 years?"

I tried to imagine, but sadly, I couldnt come up with anything...

There's still much for me to learn and much left to do...

Gotta hang in there for one more month...

I am very tired. Especially with dealing with people in general...

It's such a hard, difficult and complex thing. I really have no idea what is the correct way of doing it. It seems that no matter how I did it, it would always end up being the wrong way.

Which is probably why I always admire those people that seem to be able to communicate with other people easily...

Although, someone once told me that it takes two hands to clap.

So I really don't know if my hand is that useless...or maybe I've just been trying to clap with one hand all these times.

Perhaps, another way of putting things is that I've always been attempting to join ina pair of hands that are already clapping, and there's simply no room left for my hand

Lots of unexpected things always happen...like how I almost got knocked down by a bicycle.

There was another victim in front of me walking, and the bicycle came towards us on the narrow pathway, swinging wildly. Good thing I had fast reaction and got off the pathway onto the grass patch next to it, or else I might have some serious injury... The guy in front of me narrowly escape the danger as well and glared at the crazy cyclist.

But for some reason I wasn't really angry, I just went on my way normally.

There really isn't a lot of time that I got angry, even if I do have a reason to. It's something that came with living with my mother for so long. If I got angry over every little thing I might have gotten high blood pressure or something.

So really, there is not much things that can make me angry. But even if I do angry I guess I don't show much about it so maybe people will get confuse whether I am angry or not.

Maybe I should get some lesson on how to express my anger correctly.

Though I really had not been angry recently despite how other people might have think otherwise, which is a good thing...I think.

Lastly, I must comment on something else... Ron Ng so handsome (:

Recently I happen to remember that I owned a set of Tarot cards after seeing something Tarot related on the internet... And of course I couldn't resist searching for it and do a reading for myself.

But Tarot reading is afterall not totally reliable so I'm not sure whether I should believe it blindly. But I think I want to :D

I did three Tarot readings for the same question and the answers were all around the same, so I want to believe that it's not just luck and coincidence but that maybe it meant something lol.

Ahh, although it's really rare, but I have once again, spotted someone cute in SP lol. But is only spot so there's actually nothing much to say about that.

Things still feel pretty much the same after school reopen.

Everyday I count down to the end of FYP, hoping that it would faster arrive... But there's still lots more work to be done before that day comes.

Kind of tired. Tired of this kind of life. Not only FYP. NDP, school, assignments, drama, anime, manga, J Idol... Kind of don't know what else my life holds beside theses. Kind of wonder how would I fare if I step into the real, working world outside with only theses.