Monday, January 31, 2011
Die lah...
The moment has come again... In less than 24 hours I will have to make The Decision...
What decision? It's The Decision that will decide my fate loh. No, not my fate, just the rest of my whole life =.=
I postponed a year, and thought I will have my answer by now. But the result is "no". In fact, I think I am even more confuse than I am a year ago.
I have a diploma in Digital Media, but when I stare at it I will go like "what good will this do me?" for all that I learn about it, if you ask me go direct/produce a film or make a video/cg effect right now I die on the spot for you to see loh...
But what else can I do leh... Thinkthinkthink, no matter how long I think I can come up with nothing =="
But still time will not wait, must make decision soon.
1) Continue digital media area stuff, which is like wasting my life and time and money cause I have already determine after 3 year in SP that I have neither talent nor passion in this subject
2) Choose something that got big market, sure can find job course to study, which is like killing myself with boredom. Forcing myself day after day to focus on stuffs that I 'have to do' instead of 'want to do'.
3) Find a subj I interested in and study it regardless of job market, cause if I can enjoy it, who cares?
1 is quite unlikely, 2 is not looking very appealing, 3 is so far what I wanna do but have no bloody clue of. I mean, if I can find what I interested in then is thank heaven lah... BUT, 20 years past, still haven't, what chance is it that I will in less than 24 hour?
So 2 seem to be the way to go. But I just can't imagine me doing something I don't like day after day until the day I retire, which is like still got 40+ years to go? I think less than halfway I will die. That, or go crazy...
But I can't go jobless, so finding something with huge job market should be safest route right?
Haiz...
How I wish, someone will drop from the sky and enlighten me, and help me 脱离苦海 lol
3:05:00 AM
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
I thought my book will arrive after one week like it always did the previous months...but it DIDN'T!!! I even called last week and they say it will, then I go there today they tell me check back next week cause no stock in yet?! WHY!!!!
What happened!!!! Last time always only 1 week this time 2 weeks???????!!
Haiz.
The only happier thing is that I finally finish making my bunny!!! (:
So lovely and cute right! XD made from scratch totally, so happy just by looking at it hehe
11:08:00 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
This marks of my 300th post!
Haha. Anyway I wanted to rant about Seiyuu this time!! (Japanese voice actors)
JUNJUN!! Or more widely known as Fukuyama Jun, and the one who practically voiced many major anime's main character in recent years that I happen to love.
It started with Watanuki from xxxHolic. Then recently when watching some other new series, I find myself keep finding the main character's voice sound oddly familiar and turns out they sound like each other, as well as Watanuki!! 3 series I watched and 3 main characters with the same voice! Coincidences? :D
Of course, my favourite voice would always be Suzuken (Suzumura Kenichi, he has the cutest voice ever, seriously. Lavi from DGrayman, Zack from FF7 Crisis Core, for example) but JUNJUN's voice acting is freaking awesome!
Besides the one he used most commonly for teenagers(Watanuki, xxxHolic; Rikuo, Nurarihyon no Mago; Rikugo, Amatsuki; Aidou, Vampire Knights; Tooru, Princess Princess etc);
He also has this awesome sexy deep voice (Eg. Kagaho, from SS Lost Canvas; Lelouch, from Code Geass; both my favourites too hehe) ;
AND, although I didn't exactly watch this anime but snippets of his character in it appeared in a clip that someone put together of Jun's work; he also has a high, girly, "uke" voice which sounded totally 'real' as well!! (Ayase Yukiya, Okane ga Nai);
That's not all, he ALSO has this perfect dramatically maniac voice when he did Grell from Kuroshitsuji, screaming his love for Sebastian in a very high mood XD it was super awesome when he performed it Live at a Kuroshitsuji event as well, he overshine even the seiyuu for Sebastian lol
2:51:00 PM
THE BOOK is out in Taiwan today! Again. (Yes, this will be a monthly thing) And here I am in Singapore mourning for the fact that I won't be able to get my own copy til next week. The agony...
And further more I was so suay. Though it's not something that would surprise me anymore...just make me curse... My slipper spoil on my way to the bus stop in the morning........ Zzz. I lost count of how many times it happen. Seriously. And I'm certain its way more times that all the fingers on both my hand can account for.
I'm even used to the weird glance people on the street throw at me, and can ignore it without feeling too much embarrassment.
I've even developed a specific way of dragging my feet that enable me to sort of 'walk' normally with the spoiled slipper without letting my feet touch the ground (which would be SUPER unglam on my part).
I don't even feel heart pain when I enter a store to buy a pair of slipper or feel awkward when changing into it right on the spot after paying.
OMG
Why must this happen to me time and time again?! Have I done something like purposely destroy people's footwear in a past life or what and now its coming back to me?????!!!!!!
I mean, half those slippers that spoiled were brand new ones I wore for the first time you know...haiz...
1:55:00 PM
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Went for a software training thingy. The software turn out to be more useful and handy then I first thought?? Haha. Too bad I don't have it myself, not that I'll need it lah... Chatted a bit with this other girl there (think about 1 or 2 years older), the rest were all ladies in their thirties, or late twenties.
Anyway, Jasmine (the girl) was pretty nice. Though there's probably only a very slim chance I'll ever meet her again? Haha, both of us was like, "有缘再见，bye~"
The coolest thing is just that I get paid for attending the training! (and the training itself probably cost money also:O)
7:50:00 PM