After quite a few days and with help from several people (Shiyun, Enqi) I guess my blog is finally completed; at least, it look somewhat to my liking =)

It's been a few days since I last saw anyone from school, and I can't help being left out/cut off from the rest of them. For the past few days it has been only me and my computer at home alone... But then again, I should be quite use to things already since I've always spent my time like this.

I used to enjoy spending time with just my computer at home, but I guess after getting to know many people and trying out more things, I have begin to change as well. Now I have less things to do online and I often switch off the computer at night and sit down to comtemplate things before sleeping.

I found out,
I've been leading a real lonely life and it caused me to not knowing how to act when with a crowd
Although I may know many people, not all can be counted as friends
My friends can be all over the place, yet the one I can trust fully might not ever exist
People are always wearing one mask or another and it's hard to see through them all

And then I wonder,
Is it because of me or of them that we're not close friend?

The SMIT FO prep camp starts the day after tomorrow and will last for four days. After looking through the schedule, I can't say I look forward to with with all my heart (especially the water games) but I still hope I'll get to know more people and enjoy the camp overall anyway =)
[And if I have to say there's something I'm disappointed with, I think it's the fact that I probably won't get the chance to walk and experience the nightwalk =(]