Once again, I spent the whole day lazing at home alone. About an hour went into packing my bag for camp, but most of my time is still spent sitting in front of my computer and wondering what I should do online. Perhaps going for camp would do some good for me: make me unable to use the internet and socializing more with others. Maybe, even to the point that I would have no time to emo...

Sometimes, it almost seems as if all that I have is just an illusion, a wrong move or a wrong word is all it take that would destroy it all. Late at night, I can’t help but think that perhaps deep down in my heart, I’m actually a very insecure person with no confidence.

I act indifferent towards most things, only because I think it’s the safest way not to get hurt. But I guess it’s the main reason I’m feeling the way I am recently. No one knows how I feel, no one knows what I think, and no one is there to share my feelings when I turn my head around.