I'm emo! =)

There's no particular reason though. I just feel the emo-ness for no reason at all. I think it's the effects after too many little everyday things which piled up together. I think it's just something I feel every year when school starts, maybe it's just that I can't get use to things yet, maybe I just need time to adapt and slowly take things as they are.

There're many factors in life which we can't control and many things that happened in ways we don't like but can't really do anything about.

There're things that don't go how you wanted them to; things that don't happen the way you wanted them to; things that simply leave you to bitterly think about yet can't change no matter how you try.

Some things, I guess, just aren't meant to be; one can't control the people they meet, the things that happen, the way they are.

Yet I can't help but always think about how things might have been or how things could have been different.

Hence the emo-ness. But after emo-ing, it somewhat makes me happier and more emo at the same time.

I'm just one pathetic person who don't even understand myself.