Repeating days after days of lessons weeks after weeks, it seem as if life is getting mundane and I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. Of course, peaceful days where nothing bad happens to me are great, but when nothing else except classes and lesson exist in my life anymore, it's when things starts to get a little lonely and boring.

And I feel as if I had lost/been out of touch with lots of things... People, (friends, relatives, ppl I use to know), activities (club, cca, events) and many other things. Maybe I didn't put in enough effort to keep contact; maybe it was just meant to be; maybe that's just the sort of person I am...a passer-by in others' life, never meant to leave behind anything of significance.

And it's not even as though I'm putting my everything into my studies, I'm still slacking... I seem to be never able to accomplish anything...

I'm just drifting further and further away, getting lost within myself, getting cut off from everything outside my own tiny world... Knowing nothing, doing nothing, a good for nothing...

N I was told that emo-ing shorten lifespan...