Haven't update for a few days... Maybe it's because I was feeling sian... I'm not even sure why I'm feeling this sian, but I just am. School reopened today, it might be part of the reason why I feel like this, but then I think the real reasons is the after effects of many problems.

No, I'm not going through any major crisis, but problems are a constant in everybody's life I'm sure. It could be something small or easily solved but sometimes somehow we just lack the small push we need to go ahead and solve it. The answer may be already in my mind although putting it into action is another problem all by itself.

I'm feeling so sian that I don't even have thet energy to emo anymore, perhaps it was because I took the advice of not thinking too hard on the matter of how people thought about me and things are sort of looking up.

I still don't know 2/3 of my new classmates, about half of them I don't even know their names; but unlike first year there was no introduction - it's really up to ourselves to ge to know each other...and most of us are just sticking to the people we already know. Not many made the effort to try to talk to those of another class last year, I guiltily admit that include me because everyone are in their own group - it's just too weird to walk up to them and try to mingle into their 1 year of friendship.

Well, on the topic of friendship...now that school has reopen, I guess the chances to see friends in other courses slim down as well due to all the busy schedule and different timetable; though it might not be as bad as it sound. If we're true friends, not talking for some time won't hurt. At least, I've proven that theory with some of my secondary school friends.

All I feel at the moment is tiredness and sian-ness. Maybe that's life. Or maybe it's just Poly. I don't know. Some things are just way too complicated for me; too tiring to be caught up in; too troublesome to constantly keep up with it. The work load is also going to get tougher from now on, I just hope I will not repeat any mistakes from last year.