Everyone talk about finding happiness.

Yet true happiness doesn't come easily.

But what is happiness?

There're many times a day I find myself happy, be it my favourite manga or fanfiction being updated or doing well in sch/project.

happy equal happiness

Going to school is just part of a stage of my life, perhaps I might find this period of time my 'happiness' when I look back years later but that's just because time tends to wash away the small unpleasant things until it look almost perfect in our mind.

Sometimes when I look back now, I almost felt like going back a few years where things probably aren't as tough. Then recalled that a few years back I was having quite a tough time in school too.

But I'd already overcome that, which is why it seemed easier in my mind.

Everyday have it's own happy and unhappy moment, but they're small and easily forgettable.
Everyday we experience lots of different things - big and small - that come and passes.
Everyday we faced the world with a complicated feeling, mine just tends to be on the emo side more often

when will i find my happiness?