Didn't go out today afterall... And it seem like I won't be watching Narnia anytime soon T.T

I can only blame myself for leaving assignment until last minute bah... Only 4 more days to do it before it's due, hope I can finish.

Stayed at home all day today, somehow I managed to not even step out of the house at all. Although I went back to sch on mon and out to orchard ytd, I still have the feeling of being cut off from the rest of the world.

Once, I didn't mind this feeling - because I have myself and my computer, and other people didn't matter. Then, slowly and unknowingly, there was me, and there were them; and I started to yearn to be a part of them.

But I failed, I didn't manage to fit in; while everyone else laughed and played, smile and joke, all I could do was simply to watch.

And the circle continues, even after years, no matter where I am the world seems to be divided into 2 - there is me, and then there is them.