As usual, I've been spending most of my hols so far at home.

Job search = fail. Hmmmm should have tried harder

And there's also not much to do at home, except sleep. Been sleeping a lot lately, since I don't particularly feel like doing anything. Slept at 8pm ytd even though I woke up at 1.30pm.

After watching finish Kamen Rider Den-O and Rookies I have not found any other drama/anime that interest me enough to watch. Although since my newest idol is Sato Takeru, I will normally search for all the drama with him and watch them all...he's only got that few drama since he's still young =="

Dull holiday... I probably won't be going on any vacation this time too. And I'm not even sure if I feel like going if I have the chance. Same with finding a job. I really want to work, yet I don't want to at the same time... Conflicted feelings lol

MSN as well. Been signing in but appearing offline. Since there's not much different whether I'm online or not. Several times I've felt like starting a conversation but don't know how to...

Stares at the computer is probably what I've been doing most for the past few days, next to sleeping. Somehow although I'm bored, I'm not really that sian of being bored. This holiday is probably one of the last few chances that I'll be able to be this bored anyway, might as well enjoy it. Not that I will mind having someone to talk to or some books to flip through.

I think I'll take a rest from dramas for some time. There's always this thing about drama and how people inside seems to find friends that they are able to trust their life with extremely easily. It's something that has never stopped bugging me from the first time I watched drama depicting friendship til today.

Some things are just way too good to be true in real life.