Lost + Empty

Hols is finally here. Somehow while the idea of no sch and free time is nice, the lost + empty feelings still builds up.

No sch -> no class -> no time spent with classmates -> stuck alone at home -> no one to talk to -> drift apart with ppl -> emo

I think I at the very least need a job, but no luck finding a temp one so far.

N now that the assignments period over, I somehow also no more shows to watch?!

Some people also fails to reply my sms which makes me bu shuang(yes jac I'm talking abt u if u ever sees this)

Then there's also the ppl I have not talk to for quite a long time and don't quite know how to start a conversation with them anymore.

Am I doomed to rot at home again for this entire hol?