Sometimes some people make me really angry. But it's not wise to throw hissy fit just because I'm angry right? There's still the whole "group work" section to consider about.

But it doesn't stop me from bad mood. I wonder if one day I can successfully convey my thoughts to them about how unhappy I really am.

I don't know how they did it, but they always manage to pass their angriness as something rightful, but somehow when it's my turn to angry it's as if it's the wrong thing to do.

I wish someone would teach me the correct way to communicate with them.

Sometimes I feel that maybe...if things started all over from the beginning again I would choose to join another group instead of this one. Sometimes I feel that maybe...no matter how many times it can restart, all I wanted to really do is just throw everything behind and goes to a place where no one knows me and have a brand new start.