Sometimes I wonder if I should close my blog...since one can never be sure of who's reading it. (And actually I'm already pretty sure some people that I ain't that comfortable with reading the personal posts do read them lol) Closing my blog sounds like a good idea recently.

Well, this isn't really a sudden and just-discovered thing though... But I dunno, its kind of like, if I dare to write here, I shouldn't be afraid of people reading it. Still it didn't stop me from writing anymore personal stuff since I don't like to offend anyone. I'll never know who's reading it and cursing me behind my back, laughing at me or something.

Or maybe it's just plain paranoia idk
I have a pretty good idea after almost 3 years in SP that people don't always say what they mean, they always say one thing and do another; not to mention, appearing buddy-buddy with you but turns around and say bad stuff about you with other people behind your back.

Too many stuffs that I never intended to happen, happened. Be it due to my poor social skills that lead to them, or maybe its due to some mis-communication through my usage of not so suitable words at those timing; its now too late to change anything.

All of it even look pretty stupid to me right now.

So erm, if its to clear up anything at all? I think I'll just declare here that there really isn't anyone in SP that I hate, ok?

I might be angry at those certain time when incidents occur, but I've never been known for my anger before anyway... So those anger fades off pretty fast and I'm just left with a big question of what to do to return things to normal. And most of the time when I have no idea what to do...my most common way of dealing with things are simply to...ignore it.

So maybe that's not the best way to deal with things, but yea...

lol, sitting alone in my room facing my computer while waiting for the transfer of files is making me thinking of and remembering too much stuff...