Is it weird if I say I don't even understand myself?

When FYP was going on strong, I had many urges at many time to watch certain drama/movie/anime. Even old ones that I had watched a dozen times before, I would suddenly feel like rewatching them again. Then I had to restrain and constrain myself mentally to not watch them.

Now FYP is finally over, and it's like I have nothing to do at all. I stare at my computer screen and my mind goes blank. I look at thousands of anime/drama/movie titles, I downloaded some promising ones yet I don't feel like watching them at all.

Urgh.

I just want to lie in bed and space off for like, eternity?

Not possible.

I guess that the only thing that I really want to do currently is just to go on a vacation...

It doesn't even have to be action-packed and fun. I wanted it to be more of a "search for myself" trip sort of thing; being relaxing and makes me able to throw away all the troubles and problems I've ever had and to just have a few "out-of-the-world" experiences.

(out of the world doesn't mean out of this world literally, just more of a few days where I don't have to care about my life back here)

Hmm, any suggestion of sceneric but cheap country to visit?