Some time ago, I had a dream
Why had I wait till now to talk about it? Well, that's cuz I dun remember my dream content except that it was a really sad dream.

Because I was crying the whole time. And I couldn't stop until I woke up (for real), and forgot about what it was about.

As for the "for real" part, you know how some times you drift between sleeping and waking (especially when it was time for school but you just can't wake up except opening your eyes a little but your eyelids aren't working properly)

Yea, I was drifting between sleeping and waking for a few times, and for the moments when I was 'waking' I could still remember my dream, and my tears were still streaming out without stopping, and all I could think of was, I need to write it down so I don't forget this. Because I was really sad and really didn't want to forget about it, was determined to remember it. And then I drift back to sleep where the...'plot' (for lack of better word) carry on, and it was really really heart breaking for me.

It repeated a few times, during which in my moments of being 'here' on my bed, I was quite determined to write down before I forgot about it (because I just know I will) yet I simply couldn't. Because I couldn't quite wake up enough to do anything beside opening my eyes a little.

And when finally I was able to truly win the struggle to get up, my tears had stopped, and I was in a rather melancholy mood, and knew I really didn't want to forget whatever it is that had me tearing up for so long (it would probably make a really good story plot) but everything had already slipped from my memory except a few bits and pieces.

And when I try to recall, even those bits and pieces escape my mind, until all I have left was the memory of having a sad dream where I couldn't stop crying over whilst having it, and that I didn't want to forget about it (which was not possible after all).

It sort of bother me even until now. Cuz I really wanted to remember what made me that sad.

Labels: dream