I just really really hate it when I get put into a situation which I hate but can't do anything about BUT know that I could have if I do something earlier

Its like I have only myself to blame

But how would I have known that it would turn out this way? Sure there's a possibility, n a high chance of things turning out not in my favor. But there's bad, and there's horrid and this time its just plain BAD & HORRID

N for all that 'its life, u can't have everything u want' thing, I'm not even daydreaming abt perfect miracles. Just that its totally 0 out of 10 times that I get what I want, 4 out of 10 that its borderline and 5 out of 10 times things go the wrong way and the 1 in 10 chance things ends in disaster (like my fyp). Life's not fair, there's 'not fair', 'unfair' and then there's this: right down biased. URGH.

I'm not the friendliest person ard I know. But I'm absolutely sure I've done nth to expect hostility u know zzz

Plus my grades are on the line here *£#*+%-£%%¥€<÷